1. |
Haze
03:10
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This is for real
A haze has come for me
It's creeping in
and I still don't know what to feel
Then it gets inside
makes me fall apart
Something heathen in the dark
in the mirror
And I gaze into my eyes
and I'm getting weaker...
This is for real
A haze has burst into me
It's digging in
it's hurting me like a disease
There's no turning back
There's no chance to leave consequences behind
And I gaze into my eyes
and I breathe again
There are bloodstains in my hands
I am trembling...
Why did, why did, why did,...
Why did I push myself into this?
How will, how hill, how will,...
How will life be from now on for me?
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2. |
Four walls
03:55
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Such a long night
in this plain room
all my thoughts running wild
drilling holes in my mind
It's annoying
overwhelming
trying to hide a desire
trapped inside these four walls
with you
With you... with you...
I'm leaving alone
I can no longer
fake my laughter
I want to take back my soul
You took away my personality
I had to tell lies
To give the best of me
I'm sorry, but time has come
to live my life away from everything
and from you
From you... from you...
I'm leaving alone
Please, understand
I just want to be free
The light of a new day
is shining now for me
and you...
And you...
Don't trust my disorder, thoughts can fade like water
You don't need to swallow what I said tomorrow
Just one more day
in the same room
with the same thoughts inside
drilling holes in my mind
It's all over
You can blame me
After all I'm still here
trapped inside these four walls
with you
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3. |
Guts
04:40
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Your boy's lying on the floor
My hands are bloody, dripping all along
I'm trying to go somewhere no one has gone before
You're gonna drive me far beyond
At first your skin will go down through my throat
Your corpse will feed me, then my mind will grow
You'll be born again beneath my blood
I'll carry you inside of me, where you belong
You failed
You tried to bite me but I did it first
Somehow I wish, somehow I wish
you were alive to see me savoring your flesh
Now your guts are with my guts
I still can feel your taste along my tongue
I'm trying to do something no one has done before
You're providing me a second soul
You failed
You tried to bite me but I did it first
Somehow I wish, somehow I wish
you were still alive to feed you with my flesh
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4. |
Incomplete
03:58
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Watch my eyes when I breathe
Watch my life incomplete
From the day you refused
'til the day I will quit
Such a long way that ends
now a new one begins
Sourer feelings to hold
different words to repress
Might be the best, might be a huge mistake
But I suspect
you're pretending there's nothing about us in your head
You're still walking by me
I'm your friend, you're my need
It's a constant restraint
but it's working like this
Might be the best, might be a huge mistake
But I suspect
you're pretending there's nothing about us in your head
There's no escape, you're mowing down my life
But I'll always hope you'll change your mind
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5. |
Dancefloor nation
03:58
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Let's make a resolution in order to survive
Let's change the game's rules so we can keep being first in line
Let's take everything we want to fulfill our time
It's not a question of moral, this time it's a question of feeling fine
It ain't a revolution
This is a dancefloor nation, yeah!
It ain't a revolution
Tell all your friends 'bout the new trends must-have-on-your-list
Stand for your rights, get the best price, this one you can't miss
Spend some time, realize some purpose in your life
Spend all the money you can, these twisted times will never have a meaning
It ain't a revolution
This is a dancefloor nation, yeah!
It ain't a revolution
Hold up your guns now!
Let's dance for the children of the war
Don't stop, just get on and on and on and on...
Let's chance for the children of the war
Let's dance, 'cause we don't need to care about no more
There's no revolution on this dancefloor nation
There's no revolution on this dancefloor nation
It ain't a revolution, this is a dancefloor nation, yeah!
Let's dance for the children of the war
Don't stop, just get on and on and on and on, yeah!
Let's chance for the children of the war
Let's dance, 'cause we don't need to care about it
Don't need to care about no more
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6. |
Deception
05:14
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Everyday you're feeling so alone
hoping someone calls your telephone
But nobody hears you screaming
Nobody can see you bleeding
You say you don´t need no one there to be
happy, then you think you are so free
But then you feel empty inside
wishing someone could sing you a lullaby
I failed to myself
I'm sorry, my friend
You're a loser, just like me
You deserve something better
You need to remember
the time you looked for your own dreams
and leave behind your deception, please
Now you don´t know how to make a change
searching for the way to rearrange
You know the meaning of it all
Stop playing the fool and get a job!
Let me tell you something now, my friend
just before this song reaches the end
I can't live for you
I can't live life for you
For you!
I failed to myself
I'm sorry, my friend
You're a loser, just like me
You deserve something better
You need to remember
the time you looked for your own dreams
and leave behind your deception, please
My deception, please...
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7. |
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With your first commitment
you decided to pass me by
Then you played the victim
so you could stab me in the back
You asked for forgiveness
so I gave you a second chance
But there were some others
and you let them dominate your life
You're a stick in the mud
feeling lost if you don't have a cock
Now you've got what you deserve
You chose the ones you hold on to, bitch
And you have lost your self-control
You were never brave enough
I don't like what I see
when I see you whine for me
You want me to name a song after you
but I won't
You won't earn that from me
Ask your cock if he will
Sorry, sorry, bitch
If your eyes were open
you'd know I could have changed your world
But I've not forgotten
that phone call and your friend's affronts
I have dumped your letters
Now I don't give a fuck for you
You were dumb, submissive
to the friends you never really knew
You're a stick in the mud
feeling lost if you don't have a cock
Now you've got what you deserve
You chose the ones you hold on to, bitch
And you have lost your self-control
You were never brave enough
I don't like what I see
when I see you whine for me
You wanted me to name a song after you
but I won't
You won't earn that from me
Ask your cock if he will
If he will...
Sorry, sorry, bitch
Sorry, sorry, bitch
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8. |
Spin
04:36
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Coloured gas explosions in the space
Beams of ultra-violet in your hair
Frequencies of violence, love and bliss
whisper in my ears that you're in me
You in me
you in me forever...
Ancient fire spinning through my soul
Jump into it, scream and burn my throat
Floating clouds of spiral mouths scream
In the end it's only you and me
You and me
You and me forever...
You in me
you in me forever...
This storm's getting weak, but I can see
bodies dancing around my head
Tantric sex is cosmic anarchy
This whole universe, you and me
You and me
You and me forever...
You in me
you in me forever...
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9. |
Getting away
04:50
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It's been so long since I've forgotten
'cause I don't want to leave my misery
I see no further than this path I follow
My past is over, my future yet to be
And I see no cure for me, even the tears are gone
even the sorrow is no longer in me
'Cause I chose not to live, I've chosen not to die
But now I'm going way back to myself
So blue... so blue...
(to get away... to get away from here... to get away...)
This frozen lake of crystal water
reflects a past time where I would like to be
The sky has fallen down, the ground has torn apart
Feels like there's nothing left to loose of me
And here I am now, to end this torture I´ve been
waiting someone or something to believe
But I can't wait no more, this drama went too long
'Cause now I'm going way back to myself
So blue... so blue...
(to get away... to get away from here... to get away...)
I know that I won't live forever
That soon will be December
The leaves are falling from the trees
I know this pain is not eternal
These chains are only in my head
The way back to myself is in me
So blue... so blue...
I know that I won't live forever
That soon will be December
The leaves are falling from the trees
I know this pain is not eternal
These chains are only in my head
The way back to myself is in me
I won´t wait anymore, I'll get away
I need to take the way back to myself inside of me
I won´t wait anymore, I'll get away
I need to take the way back to myself inside of me
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10. |
Goodbye baby
04:39
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Why you feel so bad everytime I have to go away?
Everyday you cry, say to me "don't ever leave me"
And, I don't know, words can be so cold
How to tell you how I feel?
I feel alone here, but I don't want company
But I want you to be by my side
until the day I go away
Everyday
But don't you feel so bad, it's time for you to have some change
One day you'll cry no more and see the star a little closer
And I thank you for being a friend
I will never forget these days
But I want you to be by my side
until the day I go away
Goodbye baby
I'll remember you, but now I have to do
all the things I missed away
Pretty baby
Listen to this song, you are not alone
Tomorrow today will be yesterday
And I thank you for being a friend
I will never forget these days
These days...
Goodbye baby
I'll remember you, but now I have to do
all the things I missed away
Pretty baby
Listen to this song, you are not alone
Tomorrow today will be yesterday
Tomorrow will be yesterday
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11. |
Dead to me
05:00
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You play cold
with cards down
Your words cheat
You drain me out
There's no rest
Your trace is all around
Disturbing sounds
coming to my mind
You're dead to me
From now on
I will not let you try it
This truthful pray
has withered with your lies
You're dead to me
Dead... you're dead to me
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12. |
You hired me
02:04
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She's perfect to fill a jar of tears
Always wanted to be a martyr of the friendship
She has a star in her forehead
She's sad 'cause she wants to be this way
She has a star in her forehead
She's sad 'cause she wants to be this way
You hired me!
You hired me!
Don't speak to me in that tone of voice
Don't preach, do not pretend you never had a choice
I don't know what you do care about
You're a presence I can live without
I don't know what you do care about
You're a presence I can live without
You hired me!
You hired me!
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13. |
Pauses getting longer
05:13
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Meeting you
Walking by
I've found out I don't mind
I am fine without you while you make me feel meaningless
It's quite sad
We have changed
You don't mind, I don't care
but never expected this to turn into indifference
And I'm still looking for
what I ever did wrong
And the time's over us
running dry while we just stare at it
Memories
Twist of fate
Out of time, out of date
We were so exceptional I thought we would never end
I am starting to fade
There's a veil on your face
There will be a day when we can't recall each other's name
And you're letting me go
And I don't make a call
And a distance that grows
Pauses getting longer for so long
And I'm still looking for
what I ever did so wrong
And the time's over us
running dry like we didn't care
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14. |
The fall
07:30
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I find myself still in the air, falling
Holding my breath, feeling the risk coming
Going upright, I’m like a mite, floating
Watching the ground while approaches towards my head
Right to my head
Comes to my head
Ground to my head
Eight inches to the floor now
One second to the blackout
My body’s floating
My mind is moaning
My skull is on its way to survive
Survive...
As soon as I land
my bones may not bear
I hope time can fix
the sequels of an unexpected hit
I’m getting closer now
Getting much closer now
Next time I shut my eyes could really be the last one
Four inches to the floor now
Half a second to the blackout
My body’s somewhere
My mind is nowhere
My skull is on its way to survive
Survive...
This is the lowest point
The ending of the void
The threat floats over me
My head’s below my feet
This is the end
The impact is already here!
I only wish somehow my life can go on
after this fall
The shock is impending
The knock is impending
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